It's Raining Cats!

Sunday, October 03, 2004

I think my blog seems like a monthly update, the last time I updates was 5th sept.. It's a month now. Work has been burying my life I believe, hours and hours just come and go. If it wasn't for Shirley's reminder a few days back that Xiu Er bdae is approaching, I still wont realise that it is approaching Oct, and that means, a month later will be my Birthday.. OMG!! can I dont grow old! It seems like I just celebrated my 21st bdae and now it's my bdae again!

I realise that I get angry and frustrated easily ever since working, I lose my temper easier on CS which I never will previously not even once and within 2 months I get mad with him for about 2-3 times. Maybe I just can't tolerate him anymore, probably, I can just end this agony in a very bad way. It could be stress from work that I get irritated so easily.. There's a week that I received no calls from him where previously daily call is a routine. I dont feel sad or what, in fact I felt relax that he is not going to talk about his things to me again, and that I can sleep early and prepare for a new working day the next day. Maybe the 2 of us are just too strong headed, but he tend to let me go my way when I get angry or in a bad mood, that's something he wont do to other people. If anyone dare to blow his/her temper at him so, being himself, he will immediately be nasty to that person. And so, I tried about 2 times to throw my temper at him and he just keep quiet and graciously give a rather 'fake' reason to hang up the line. In the end, after a short period of cooling down, we are back to our routine again.

I had driving lesson ytd, and it wasnt a smooth ride, I just dont like my instructor, he is so lor soh, constantly, correcting my mistakes. I know I made a lot of mistakes, but can he just wait till I am not driving and then calmy and clearly tell me where my mistakes lie in. Instead , he keep on saying non stop while I am trying hard to concentrate on my driving and not to make any mistake again. How can he expect me to listen to him and digest what he meant while I am using my mind in to drive my best. He is so idiotic. In the end, I simply make a comment to him. "How can you expect me to concentrate and digest what you are telling at so many things at one go". Then he kept quiet for that the rest of the 1 hr and after the lesson he apologise to me and I am sacartics to him again. I mention that he dont have the need to apologise, or maybe I am the one who need to apologise. Well I am being so 'fake'!! hahah!! trying to make him feel bad. But anyway, I wont be seeing him again I hope, I am ending my lessons very soon, just one more lesson to go and I am all set to book my test date.

After driving, was suppose to meet Jes for lunch, but somehow or another, I got this feeling that she is going to put aeroplane and so I called her when I finished my driving, and indeed she did put me aeroplane..

When walking around Bishan and i received sms from CS, he said wanted to play mahj, well I have no intention to play mahj ytd as I was just too lazy to find kah and finding kahs is always a shitty task to do and I am always the one to do it, he will never do it. Initially, I sms him back nicely saying there's no kah, but in fact Guoming msg me on Fri asking to play mahj on Sat. The he msg back something that he sianz nothing to do. Again, I sms back nicely saying next sat then we play with Jes. He replied something like next week may not be free may got something on, I implied from his sms that he wanted to play mahj very much. But I get rather angry seeing this kind of sms from him. I dont know what hit me, I msg back in quite a rude manner, saying, "It's afternoon liao, how can you expect me to find kah for u!" I feel that he is so unreasonable, he is damm spoiled! After a while, after few more sms, we stop msging.

Then I met up with my ex-colleague from Guardian and we both went back to visit our supervisor in Guardian. Shortly after I reached Guardian, CS called and as usual, I will always call back, there's probably about once or twice that I totally ignore his call, why am I being so soft hearted. Dont know why, after seeing that he called mi, my tone when I am speaking to him was like very soft and demure kind. I cant stand myself too, like 'fan jian' lehz.

He ask that why I am not at home and mentioned that he wanted to play mahj, so i told him to get GM since GM mentioned to me that he wanted to play mahj. So I gave CS, GM's number and quite surprise that CS never push the arranging shit to me again. He contacted GM himself and set everything in place and contact me as the last party. Eventually, it's mahj at his place again. I was late for 1 hr, but he did not get angry.

It was tough luck for me ytd, GM a beginner for 3 kah mahj has all the luck. I lose $24.. Was practically arguging with CS the whole time on the mahj table, GM seems like an extra there, but it's always that way, we 2 will constantly argue with each other all the time, and the others will sit there and play their mahj.

It was 9pm+ and I suddenly got the urge to go KTV, long time didnt go KTV already and probably I wanted to spend more time with him too and wanted to go KTV with him. CS agreed immediately that we should go KTV, so in the end we reached the KTV at around 11pm+ and we sang all the way to 2am. The 2 of us are constantly singing, GM is like sitting and slacking there and CS and I simply just enjoy singing, I love to sing duets with him, sounds so sweet. We sat very close to each other and for that few hours, I feel so happy. It was quite a surprise that CS foot the bill for the KTV, he seldom treat me to anything, and this time round the KTV cost about $70 and he say he will pay for it, he is so good! hahah!!! He then added that it was for my birthday present, I was like thinking, what the hell! That cheap stake is my birthday present, I dont want those kind of 'shui bian' present. I told him that is not going to be my birthday present and hopefully, that really is not my bdae present.

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