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Tire Tire Tire!!!!
Wed and Thur went to Thai D again!!!! It's weekday somemore..
It all started when Alex said he is going to bring a good friend back from Australia to see the live band performance. So asked us if we wanna go. I agreed to go! LOL!!!! We drank until very high!!! Just beer can make us sooo high!! perhaps long time no drink beer liao... beer can make us high now!
It was a fun night coz we all got sooo high, I went home and vomitted!!! feel so good!!!!
Long time no see Natt, and got to see him on Wed, hahahah!!! Not much feelings actually, maybe I have decided to walk away from the dream. But I did make ah Ying walk into her dream again.. Oppssss... Think Ah Ying should know what she is doing lah.. dream once in a while is healthy for human! LOL!!!
I go there with the plan to ask Jock to talk to Ying... so was waiting for the chance.. the guys don't wanna help me to call Jock.. So we waited and waited... until he walked away from the table and I ask Alex to accompany me to find Jock... I went to ask Jock to go outside and tell him, 'We call Ying at Taiwan...' he nod and we went outside... I called Ying and then quickly pass the phone to Ah Jock... Ah Jock sounded sooooo cute!!! 'Hello!!! Ah Ying!!! I miss you!!!!' wahahahah!!!!!!!!! oooohhhh!!!! He is sooo sweet!!!!! then he keep asking... 'You know I who???' Ah Ying tell him, 'Alex????' wahahahahah!!!!!!! OMG!!! Alex is just beside us and Alex grab the phone and said, 'I'm am Alex lah.. he Ah Jock!!' then dunno how it ended... Ah Jock passed the phone back to me.. and I get to talk to my bitch sister! wahahah!!!!!!! it's a fun night!!!! Glad that Ying is not angry at me, in fact she is rather happy about it!!!! hahahahah!!!!!!!
It's sweet to see Natt again, he got this ruggard look, think he didn't shave for like days. Trying to be man?? If not he does look a bit girly! LOL!!!! Happen to follow Alex when he sent his friend out as she is going home. Then Natt is sitting there, think he thought that I was going off too, he called me... LOL!! I am not going off. So I went over where he is sitting, he asked if Pei Ying is Alex gf, I say, 'No No, friend friend, came back from Australia..' When I saw his unshaven face, I asked him, 'You no shave arh??' He asked... not handsome arh?? I think I said.. like.. No.. Not handsome but cool... but probably he don't understand the word cool.. LOL!!! Oppsss have I offended him? Then I asked him why he not playing pool? He say he likes to play but the coin full, cannot play.. Then Alex came back and I told him Alex got Thai gf, then Alex started asking Natt Thai.. LOL!!! I told Alex his english not that bad, can talk to him in English.. Alex then asked Natt what is 'Everyday', the way Alex pronounce Everyday, sounded like.. Evee ry -day.. Broken down into so many syllabus. Then Natt ask back.. 'Everyday?' in quite good pronounciation.. LOL!!! I'm impressed! He told Alex what is everyday in Thai. So now Alex learnt a new word and can use it!
After they ended their performances, I saw Natt taking his bag and going. TMD!!! I was sitting at the outter seat and he didn't even say goodbye to me!! FUCK!!! My immediate reaction is to call him! He turned back and say he is going off, I keep on holding his hand and don't want to let him go.. To think back, I felt sooooo 'dui nian' now, so no 'jin ci' tink I am half drunk liao.. He keep saying that he has to go, he say to call him, I was like.. wtf.. call u oso no answer.. call for what!!! I told him call him he also no answer, I don't like! don't rem what is his response, or perhaps he cant bother to give me a response, very eager to go off liao.. Well, no choice... I have to let him go. Aftertat I went to the toilet, came out and saw that he talking to someone outside. So I waited for him to finish talking to the person and I saw that 'Godfather' there too. I ask if he going home and sleep, he say no no... go eat with friends, he keep pointing the people outside, 'friend friend friend...' then i ask him that godfather lehz?? he say friend too.. LOL!!! I am soooo curious to know how are they related to the godfather siah!!!!
The disco is closing and we keep on drinking the beer, not to waste it... Think we finished two jugs in just 1 hour... HIGH!!! HIGH!!! LOL!!! We all went to cool ourselves at the taxi stand, was trying to be more awake b4 going home. We are talking cock among ourselves and uttering rubbish, and Alex called Ah Noon up and Mond and I talked a bit to Ah Noon, LOL!!! it was sooo fun, I missed them too!!! Ah Noon, Ah Joy and Ah Bok!!!
Rot until about 3.30am++ I saw Natt and the godfather came from the right side of golden mile, I sweared I never see wrongly, I walked inside the complex and see if i can spot him, walked one round and saw the carpark and saw a lift too, and thus suspected that Natt went up to the room... OMG!!! with the godfather???? what is their relationship???? LOL!!! I think too much le!
Then came back and asked Alex if there is the lift to their rooms there.. and he said yes.. I dunno y.. I took out my hp and started calling Natt!!! OMG!!!! I called him again!!! what am I doing??? I told myself that I am not going to call him anymore, but y am I calling him again? 1st call he didn't answer, then 2nd one he end my call... getting angry again!!! I called again!!! I think it's juz my character that I don't like to lose.. that's y I am persistent and stubborn and keep calling.. This time the 3rd time he answer my call. I started saying, 'You at home arh?? I at Taxi stand, you come down!!' He say no no... he wanna shower, don't want! I keep asking him to come down! I told him, he come down say bye bye, I go home liao.. He still wont budge. Dammit!!! Then Alex say... hiyazzz forget it lah!!! So I ended the call and say he no good!! he say.. yayay he no good lah!! Wahahah!!!! kinda think of that.. I am such a nuisance!!! He must be sooo annoyed with me!
Went home at last and vomitted! Took mc the next day and met Jun for shopping after her work and at first tot Mond bringing his friend to Thai D, so was a bit getting ready to go, before I went out Alex say Mond haven get hold of his friend, dunno gg to Thai D a not.. Suddenly felt disappointed, was about to get ready to see Natt again.. BTH myself, xin ji very zhong! I am getting ready to apologise to Natt about my behaviour the day before.. So I die die oso wanna go, so we went again.. was telling Alex that I wanna leave early around 1am++.. but he say sure wun de lah.. I wanted to.. but just cannot find the courage to talk to Natt and tell him I am sorry, 'Sorry really seems to be the hardest word' LOL!
At last, after their last performance, all getting ready to go, I saw him at the DJ there and I went up and tell him I am sorry, I was drunk ytd and utter rubbish to him. He say nvm and say he really tire and need a shower liao.. Then took a pix with him and he say cya and I say bye bye.. then shoo we go..
Pick my stuff from the locker and while going down the escalator, Natt also came out, he is holding many many packs of food! He say he is going home and eat, then think Alex asked why he going down the escalator? He say he going to buy things from the stall and go back liao..
As usual, we hang around the taxi stand again, I swear I am going to drive there one day!! no more taxi stand for us!!!! Then then, saw Jopp in a mazda car, car plate 9002.. LOL!!! must be the guy in shirt and pants whom looks like a banker bring her out. Was thinking to hang around longer to look for more new juicy stuff... but we only see Cherry buying things and off she went.. not going out I guess.
Ytd, I went back home and slpt for like 3 hrs, causing me unable to slp at nite, was surfing net and nothing to do, decided to look at photos again... afterthat was around 2.30am++ about to get to slp. Was thinking.. good timing.. they should finish their performance already. I decided to call Natt again! I told myself, call twice and if he didn't answer just forget it and go to bed. Quite surprise!!! He answer on my 1st call, can hear that he is at the disco, very noisy background, and I asked if he wanna go out today, he say he not free need to work. Actually, I do believe they really need to test sound on thei performances. Since we went for 2 weekdays, and each day the performances are different, songs are quite different too, they sing new songs too and have new dance too, perhaps they really need to practise and rehearse their moves. Just by seeing the way Jock and him dances together, very in tune and in sync, seems like they really work hard for their job. Respect them! Quite a hard job they are doing. But guess good money for them too! Then he ask where am I, I say at home and thinking there's nothing to talke about, I say nvm.. good night and bye bye.. Bye bye from him too and hung the phone.
Min|4:05 PM|
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Ytd, I proclaimed it's my last nite going to Thai D, well... of coz there's exception cases, such as... their last performances.. n etc.. wahahha!!!! Why a sudden decision to make my ytd nite the last at Thai D? It all started with making calls to Natt.
Call him up on Fri nite at around 2.30am, was thinking maybe he is still working, but I was a bit tire so decided to try my luck. The 1st call sounded as 'the number you have called is engaged at the moment'. Redial mode and the same msg again. I paused a while and call again, b'coz I was thinking if that kind of msg appeared would mean that the person is using the phone, no 2nd line? well, that's what I tot. Then the 3rd call I made, he answered immediately, thus my intuition is rather correct, he is using his phone, if not won't be answering the call so fast. He probably also didn't get to see his caller ID who called, he asked who am I, I told him and he said, 'I not free now, call you back again' then I paused a while and digest what he is trying to tell me, I didn't hang up the call immediately, he didn't too. I have the sudden urge to continuing listen to what is he doing, the background sound is rather quiet. But out of courtesy, I decided to hang up the call.
It's 2.45am, and I have decided to go and slp, was so tire, was still thinking that I will call him if he doesn't call me back b4 I go to slp, but was thinking that probably he is still working, so didn't do that. And I went to slp. In the end, he didn't keep his words. He didn't call me back. Probably, his excuse and my excuse is the same to end call. A few times while talking to Alex, I will mention that I will call him back, as I have things to do. But I don't really mean to call him back actually and Alex will sms say, I tot u wanna call me back or he will call back saying I will call him back. LOL! Maybe Natt's excuse is just the same as mine, he doesn't mean to call me back anyway.
It's Saturday, about 3.30pm, I call Natt again, redial for the 2nd time and no answer. Call again at around 4pm, redial for 2nd time still no answer too. Decided to get myself prepare to go out and meet my buddies. Then around 4.30pm made another call again, maybe I am being too persistent, just don't like the feeling that people didn't answer my call, it sux! I was holding my hp, not listening to the connecting phone sound, then saw that the line is being picked up, 'Hello?' I voiced out, the background is rather noisy and no reply from the other end, the call end. I was amused, angry? confused? I called again, then no answer again, redial again also no answer. WEIRD!!!! I think I was rather angry and I called again very soon, this time, I got even more angry. 'The number you have called is engaged at the moment' The same intuition pop up, this person is using the phone. His phone is right at his hand. Then, I called again, I got even more more angry now, he ended my call. I just wanna get an answer, or at least answer my call and tell me some stupid reason, don't just end my call... Called again, end my call again! FUCK! Was damm pissed! I immediately changed my hp wallpaper back to my cat and my pix. No more Natt I told myself! I sms him, 'Y u never answer my call?'
I think I am being possessive, scorpios are possessive, now then I realised that I am a true scorpio.
It's 5pm++ and I went out happily meeting my buddies. Met Mond 1st and was telling him that I wanna go Thai D and make it my last night. As I haven't declare my last night yet, I wanna make it my last night and never wanna go again. Mond is saying his last night will be something like their last perfomance, Ohhhh I was thinking, oooh yayaya... I don't mind going again for their last performance. Whhaha!! I am a bitch!
Manage to get Alex and Ying to go Thai D, thus after shopping at town, we head over to Thai D and reach around 10.30pm++. Ying and Alex went to eat 1st and Mond and I went up 1st. The moment I went up the escalator, I saw the hair.. I saw his back, wearing black. I didn't bother to look at him 1st and smile and acknowledge his presence. I went straight to the locker and put my bag. Then was trying to act as if I didn't c him actually. But I still turned my head to the table he is sitting with the keyboardist and I gave him a fake smile and walked into the disco. I wanted to see his reaction and his expression when he see me arriving at Thai D. Is he embarrassed, when he didn't answer so many of my calls. Perhaps because he is wearing black, he looks a bit dull. I couldn't care much and went in.
After finding a table and settling down, went to the toilet. Once I am backed from the toilet, Natt pulled my arm and talked to me, 'Sorry, Sorry, I sick ah, 8pm then wake up...' I didn't say much, I nod and was thinking, you think this kind of lie can trick me meh? I didn't care much. He asked where is Ah Ying and I said she eating at downstair. Then later he walked away.
Throughout the night, we are drinking non-stop, I got a bit mow. Very high! And Natt and Jock didn't even come to our table at all. Only Lack toast to us. We are getting so unpopular now Alex was saying. And Alex was saying Natt is not what he is when he 1st came, he changed, last time still will come over. I also think that he changed. But the change is still to within my acceptance. He didn't make eye contact with me when he is on the stage which he previously will always do. He don't dare to face me? Is he avoiding me? Perhaps becoz I show him a bit of attitude.
Suddenly, feel like crying. Went to the toilet and try to cry, but just couldn't cry out. Maybe, I am not that sad anyway. Their performance end and Ying wanted to tell Jock that she is flying back to Taiwan and no come back to Singapore, wanna c his reaction. So we got hold of Jock and Ying told him the situation, I added in saying I will miss Ying, she Taiwanese, no Singapore. Wahahah!!! It's fun doing that man! Then Ying took her last pix with Jock and I asked Jock where is Natt? He quickly went to the stage and look for him, actually while taking pix for Ying and Jock, I saw Natt walked out. Jock was good enuff to help me look for Natt. He then went out and search for him. Thanks Ah Jock! Heheheh!! Think while taking pix with the guitarist, Natt came over, and there's Jopp too, so many ppl, so messy! wahahah! I wanna take polaroid with Natt, but that irritating Jopp stand beside Natt and the 3 of us took one. Damm shitty, who wan her to be in the pix! AHHHHHH!!!!!! (oops... sorry Mond.. I am scolding your Jopp, LOL) After all the photo taking, Ying only left one polariod and I begged Ying to let me take it with Natt. At last, took the last one with Natt and I tot I can keep it, but Natt snatch the polariod away and say he will keep it. I wanted to snatch it back and have a look, but he kept it already. I asked him he sick got c doctor and take medicine? but think he dont really understand and he say he no sick, he mow now. He then asked if I mow? I told him nit-noy, he say no no... mak mak ah! LOL! think he can see that I am drunk. He trying to rush into the disco again and I keep pulling him back. Then he say call him tomorrow. I say ok. But beg he is not going to answer my call anyway.
Think I was spouting nonsense in the cab, keep saying I wanna cry but cant cry.. C what this Natt has done to me... Haizzzzz...
Min|1:54 PM|
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
X'mas is around the corner, last year x'mas in Amex, and this year too. I'm the only one left there, luckily Alicia is still there with me.
Haven't really did any x'mas shopping! OMG!!!! Gift exchange with my dear cousins, SHIT!!! what can I get for them?
Was so sick that I keep coughing as if I am going to cough my lungs out. The feeling sucks to the core. Took mc today, LOL! I am a slacker, spent $37 for a MC, but I don't mind spending the money, I really need the rest. Slept for long hours this afternoon. Felt so rejuvenated now. Though a bit drowsy after taking my cough syrup.
After knowing that I have mc for today, I called Natt up. Whahaha!!! I think I am bitch... mc suppose to rest at home, but I wanna ask him out? Bitch! Well, when he answered the call, I asked him what is he doing? He said he is playing internet. Ohhhh to my surprise, he actually knows how to play internet? Then shortly, I heard the sound of either Windows started or switch off. Ohhh, so he does know how to use the internet. LOL!!! I think I sorta stereotype that Thais are living in a rather fall back country than SG, thus they do not have the luxury to play computer, not to say internet, well looks like I was wrong. But in the end, he said he can't make it to go out, don't remember what reason he gave me, or perhaps I just don't understand what is he saying. After the call with Natt, I suddenly feel that I think I don't really like him that much, when he said he can't make it for today, I do not feel angry, in fact I felt relieved. Or perhaps, maybe at last I can have a good rest at home.
My dear biatch sister is going to Taiwan for like 3 weeks? OMG!!!! That's long long time. Will miss her mak mak!!! X'mas and New Year is going to be spent w/o Ying... Sob sob!!!
Min|8:03 PM|
Monday, December 12, 2005
He's my sweetest dream...
My cute puppy? as Alex mentioned he looks like a puppy jumping around the stage.. I wonder did I miss him when I am in Bangkok? Not really.. except for the 1st few days and when I am going back to SG. Thought was just a crush but it seems like true feelings, a very real dream indeed. Am I the very lucky one? or the unfortunate one? It's a dream.. I know it, yet still continue dreaming. But maybe I should really dream just once, haven't been dreaming for a very very long time, everything I do are just too realistic, never do anything out of the norm b4. Maybe it's just the time to do something out of the norm, for my life experience. Just let myself dream on for once.. Dream will always be a dream...
At last, Natt got a handphone at least, easier to get in contact with him, at least from ytd till now, he answered my call, and rtn my call when he missed my call... at least he seems sincere in some sense, or am I just blinded? I'm not yet blinded I supposed. Probably won't have much chance to see him too, his working hours and mine are the total opposite, and weekends not very possible too, he mentioned some sound test thingy... wonder if it's true.. (half believe, half don't)... His words 'kow jai mai?' still lingers around my brain, and I will always reply.. 'mai kow jai' LOL!!! Does love really cross no boundaries? Language barrier is not really a problem afterall.
I'm a bit disappointed that the shirt I bought for him in BKK is too big for him, he wears 'M' size. My 1st though is to buy 'M' size but the salesgirl say 'L'... well, so I bought a 'L' size, the shirt is the most expensive thing I bought in BKK. I think I am a bit crazy..
Had this very funny dream ytd, thinking that I was with Natt and when he removed his makeup, he turns out to be Sek Loso, LOL... I freaked out.. probably seen too many Sek Losos in Thailand street and in Thai D saw a few more Sek's lookalike.. made me think of Natt as Sek... Told the my thai2crew buddies bout this today, laugh until siao! wahahahah!!!
It's 1am, in the next 2-3hrs, he will finish his show, will he call? I think I am freaking tire, I will be wonderwoman if I stay until 3am, crazy me, I still need to work. Min wake up!!!!!!!!! Don't dream tooooooooo deep!
Min|12:41 AM|